Thursday, November 12, 2009

the voice, she is a changin'

The last time I sang Stephano, the role I'm currently singing in New Orleans, I was a mere babeh - I'm not even sure but I think it might have been 6 years ago. I haven't had the occasion to sing the aria much since then, so when I sang it in rehearsal the other day (unwarmed-up and probably right after I ate, cause that's the way I roll) I think it was the first time the aria had come out of my mouth in a few years at least. And as I was singing it I was thinking - "hmmm - this feels.....different." I knew my voice had changed when I was singing Cenerentola in the beginning of this year because all the low stuff felt easier, but singing Stephano, which is high, wasn't more difficult, just different. It was weird - I was used to singing it with my old, lighter voice, and when this thicker voice came out, I kind of felt like "whoa - whose voice is this?" Maybe it was just the mayonnaise from my turkey sub, but probably it was also the fact that I've gotten a little thicker, both in the body and the cords, as I've gotten a little older, and so, my voice has too.

I'm also learning the Messiah right now, because I will sing my first one this December. I opened up the score the other day and was filled with nostalgia when I saw that my name and phone number from high school (which was 545-SING by the way, because I was just that awesomely dorky) were inscribed on the inside cover in my Dad's handwriting. When I was a senior in high school, I sang two of the soprano solos from the Messiah at Davies Symphony Hall in San Francisco because I was in the prepatory department at the San Francisco Conservatory at that time, and was allowed to audition for their big Messiah performance. That was definitely a huge deal to me, and now here I am, x number of years later finally getting around to learning the alto solos for the first time because my voice has finally settled enough that I feel confident with the ultra low tessitura of the alto part.

I still marvel at the fact that I started taking voice lessons at 9 years old. I got REALLY lucky in that the teacher my parents found for me was committed to teaching real, classical technique to every one of her students regardless of their age. She built me a foundation that allowed my voice to change during all these years, and she taught me this phrase, which always holds true no matter how your voice matures (which my dad had to remind me of because my memory is terrible): "It's neither wrong nor right - it's only free or tight." Thanks Thelma!!!

5 comments:

sestissimo said...

I hate seeing 0 comments - I've gotten so greedy for comments lately since there have been so many, so I'm commenting on my own blog. There. Now I have a comment.

Rachel said...

Dear Jenny, no comments doesn't mean no readers... I don't comment because I don't know you, just love your blog so keep writing! And let us know if you're singing in/near Milan any time because I'd love to hear you for real! It's interesting that you sang the soprano solos in the Messiah and are now learning the alto solos, when I started having lessons at 16 the alto solos were some of the first pieces I studied, now I'm 21 and apparently a soprano. Who knew?

sestissimo said...

Dear Rachel - thanks for the comment!! I am singing in Innsbruck this summer, which isn't toooo far from northern Italy - I'll put the deets on my blog when I sign on the dotted line. Lucky you - living in Italy!

Katypracht said...

Are you singing 'refiner's fire'? That sucker is tricky! :) I hope it's fitting well and that you're enjoying your "new low!" :) It's about time I hear you sing again, eh? I'll be back in Philly beginning Monday. I'll call you and we'll catch up.

Mmmwa, and happy Stephano-ing!
K

mamascarlatti said...

Hi Jenny

Like Rachel I often don't comment because I don't know you but I check your blog every day and find your writing insightful and entertaining.And I've posted you as my favourite site on at least one opera forum. Keep us posted on how you get on with Stefano.